Friday, June 4, 1999

To My Dearest Princess Duyen Tran

Hi baby it me again. Well it’s 2:55am now and I’m thinking of you once again. Duyen there’s some thing that I wanna tell you. Well it is that "I LOVE YOU TO DA MAX & I EXTREMLY MISS YOU!!!" I want you here with me so bad, I would just do anything for you to be near me. You mean so much to me, I just can’t get you out of my mind. I miss everything there is about you, your voice, your beautiful smile…. Man your driving me crazy!!! I’ve never felt this way with someone before, Its just some thing in my heart that no one has ever came close touching except for you. These past two weeks I have been so happy, I feel that… OHH the feeling is just indescribable. Only I know. I’m listening to "Maria Carey Featuring Krazy & Da Brat – I Still Believe" have you heard of that song; well it really nice. Oh yeah I finally finished downloading the Britney Spears album for you, I will give it to you the next time I see you. Hey Duyen I really wanna take you out… like to dinner or to the movies one day!!! Do you reckon you can make it during the holidays? Please? I would mean the world to me!!! So please find it in your heart to be there. Thanks I will be looking forward to that day. Hey you know the song "Before I Let You Go" by "BLACKstreet"? yeah well that song is from me to you. You wanna know why? Well every time I’m with you, and you leave you just say goodbye; and that’s it. But "Before I let you go away, can I get a kiss good night?" Now you know why? Duyen why can’t you just let me show you my love for you when we are together? I just wanna hug you in my arms and kiss you… so bad!!! Duyen there is another song I wanna dedicate to you. I’m sure you’re heard of it. Well it is "If You Want Me" by "Total". It’s a nice song… It’s one of those songs that sounds better every time you listen to it. If you know what I mean. The song is on the Britney Spears CD I’m gonna give you. Listen to the lyrics!!! That is exactly how I feel about you!!! So please listen to the words carefully. Okay Baby? Duyen you are constantly on mind, no one but you has ever made me feel this way before. I just know that you are the one for me. Don’t ask why its just like being I love, No one could tell you, you are in love, only you know it….

Yours Now & Forever